Robot of Humanity

Who do I blame for my sanity?

My sense of sensitivity is insensitive for some. 

My act of humanity is another word of defiance for them.

My love is one of the things taken for granted

My forced hatred is something unwanted

My memories are blurry

My past is scary

All I care about and all I want is lost in dust

Whatever remains is unworthy of trust

Trust made me blind

Blinded the way I think

Thoughts that are mystery

Secret to many

Much better it feels

Felt good to be happy

Delighted at my own reflection

Seeing how far I've gotten

Came around to find myself

Being my old self back again

Going round and round

Always taking a rebound

Grounded by my own demons

Scary is the night or the devils?

Ghosts are a tale of the past

Old self relied upon what's gonna last

Least but not the last, no one can screw my past

Past that is mine to keep and for you to forget

Forget all, forget none

It's gone and turned to mist

Now's the future that's the deal

Dealt in a hurry that no one needs to worry

Worry less or worry more

No one cares as long as it holds

Holding it together as glue

Made my wounds blue

Bruises made me strong

Reminder of all the things I conquered

Got it all that was inside me

Used my remains as a weapon of shield

Guarded myself from the monsters that my mind build

Building blocks and pieces of myself

Turned into a robot of humanity rather than pride

Only defect I've got is I can't lie or hide

Whatever is inside is out in the open and wide

White lies and dark truths

Truly appreciated in the times of today

Now or never

My victory will tell the story of

Courage & Honour

- Atifa Aimen